Its something similar what i posted on fb few days back. Most of the people while growing up setup their dream destination or the places they want to visit in their lifetime. For some people these destinations are big enough from the time they get their sense n for some of them its a step by step process, one after another.
It doesn’t matter how far you can think of but there will be a time in most of the people life that they set their hometown as their final destination. The place where the joirney has started. The place where they might have started dreaming.
Today when i have merly seen 1% of the world think of going back to the place where i was born, grown and learnt all the basic things about life. Place which is quite, people are not really running or are not too busy in their lives. Place where you have people who cherished you during your success and pulled you during your bad times, without asking anything in exchange.. Your Parents.
Now i have selected this as my final destination today, it may take a while to get here bt its all efforts which we can make.
Say all the best to me.. 😊😊
I come here every time there is a overflow of thoughts in my mind. whatever i write doesn’t make any sense to readers but these are just the feelings of my mind and heart which i want to put on this 800 * 300 px text area.
Sometime life becomes so annoying to us. There could be thousands of reason behind that. It could be family problems, personal problems, betrayal, low social connectivity or something you might be already going through. When all of them come together you just start hating everything, that my perception. When all of such things come together there will be a change, change in the way you live your life, your thinking, your mindset, your priorities. Everything just change.
When i recollect some of my old memories i was a very positive towards my life, my decision, my relations, my thinking. But now when i see my self what all i have is negativity all around. All decision gone wrong, whatever i planned its going just the opposite way. Situations turned in way never thought of.
I am just passing everyday. similarly a week and a month and so on. Means even after these hard tries what has gone wrong that situation never comes under control. The imbalance of financial state was not enough that faced same for relationship. The more i try to come out of these situations the more i slid into it. Its been 1 year 3 months and 10 days i am in Dubai and i should not blame the organization as they are paying enough then why my family is still under financial crisis.
People may have dream to go abroad and settle down but it wasn’t same with me. I never wanted to leave my country, my family and my friends. Still i came in the hope of helping my own family, but what i have ended up with more loans and more credit card bills.
Sometime i just think when i was young and staying at home, we use to sleep on daawan ki charpai under the open sky where you can see the stars all night. During that time dreamed of to get good quality beds and bedrooms with AC’s. Today when i have acquired those dreams i just miss those young golden days of sleeping under the open sky and wish to go back one day permanently. Again a dream but other way around.
In short i just miss my family big time. Would love to share one song below.
Here comes another thought, actually it’s not just a thought it something i am going through… 😉
Someone has said it right, Insaan k sapne kabhi poore nahi hote… At a stage you will dream to achieve or acquire something and you think you will be happy after reaching there, but it never happens. Once you will reach your goals/dream, you will always start dreaming/achieving more bigger. There will be always new dreams coming into your mind which will never let you sleep.
Its pretty difficult to accept but yes we all are greedy enough that we can never satisfy ourselves. I never thought what i want from my life or what is the goal of my life. I never gave a damn about it and i was literately happy. Here i have something to notice. “I was happy.” I never though about family, responsibilities, what i should do for them.
Now when first time i gifted some stuff to my family and the blissful smile i have found on there faces can not be expressed in words. Now everyday I go to bed there are thousand of dreams revolving around my head. whenever i attain one dream and think now it is done, there are thousand another dreams comes around which can be achieved.
and these dreams never end….
In the end i would just feel sorry for my grammar and vocabulary, as i am not good in writing…. 😛
Stay Happy, Stay Blessed.